| It's finals week. And I'm not freaking out at all. It's so weird. I'm used to being in a perpetual state of psychotic insanity by now. I guess summer is so close it's hard to care about school.
I'm glad glad glad glad that summer is a week away. I need a break...from being new, feeling totally out of place, studying till my brains feel like mashed potatoes and my eyes hurt, being away from my horse, and living in a fish bowl. Even though it's going to be fun going home, I'm going to miss: my roomies. We've been through a ton this year, which gives me a kind of loyal affection for them. my girlfriends, they are prolly the most amazing girls I know and the people who have helped keep me sane this year. Idaho hills, never get tired of looking at them on a sunny day. Dough Wilson's sermons every Sunday, definitely a highlight of my week. Declamations, the funny ones, not the boring ones. being forced to read (I will read this summer I will read this summer I will read this summer...). the food co-op, most amazing store ever. all nighters...wait, never mind.
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| Stay with me
You're the one I need
You make the hardest things
Seem easy
Keep my heart
Somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
Always keep me close
If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I cant tell you from the drugs
Don't let go
Well dig a great big hole
Down an endless hole
We'll both go
You're so blind!
You can't save me this time
Hope comes from inside
And I feel so low tonight
If only you could see
The stranger next to me
You promise you promise that you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
(Ohhhh)
(Ohhhh)
(take me) I need your help
(so far away) To pull me up take the wheel
(take me) Out from me
(so far away) Out from me
(Take me) If only you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) The stranger next to me (To pull me up take the pain)
(Take me) You promise you promise that you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)
(Take me) I wish that you could see (I need your help)
(So far away) This face in front of me (To pull me up take the wheel)
(Take me) You're sorry you swear it you're done (Out from me)
(So far away) But I can't tell you from the drugs (Out from me)
Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close
- "Drugs or Me" |
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| [x ] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in my car.
[x] I do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 4
[ ] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[ ] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 9
[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[ ] I can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x] I pay attention at school/college.(When I have to!)
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 15
[ ] can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[x] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[] My favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ x] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[] I can type quickly.
Total: 20
[] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[] I have been to a Tupperware party.
[] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job (or at least LOOK over the age of 25 and have a job).
[] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All my friends are older than I am
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[ x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 23
Add up all the numbers and post this as: My marriage age is......xx
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The bliss of Spring Break is over, back to the grind! |
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